date:
Sunday, November 19, 2006
i guess... people get tired from trying time to time... it just seems we're always on the wrong frequency. i can't match yours, you can't match mine. i try, you try, but they just nvr meet. i blog, you read, but you nvr respond.
maybe i'm thinking way too much, maybe i'm oversensitive. i wouldn't know. all i know, is that it takes two to clap.
right now, we're just mixing cha-cha with the tango. and it's all wrong.seeing how my friends suffer with their guys make me feel wary too. i don't want to end up the same way.
i know you're busy, you have your family, your friends, work, studies, cell group and service. and you'll be busy with upcoming exams and the endless tests, so you won't have any time for me... it's okay..
i don't want to lose you, but i get this feeling, you're tired of everything. and you'd rather let go, although you don't because you live on your firm principles of being devoted and loyal...
maybe i'm interpreting it all wrong. but this feeling of insecurity just overwhelms me. and i just don't know what to do. we don't seem to talk the way we used to, as freely and honestly. now everything's buried beneath a smiling face, stored in a trove of hurts, waiting to be dug up eventually one day..
i just wished... you'd tell me what was on your mind. if you don't want it anymore, just tell me. don't leave me hanging on tethers, not knowing whether to cling on, or just let go...
i love you. you love me too. i believe.
and if you love me, don't leave me hanging.
tell me what's on your mind, and what you'd rather things be...
retail therapy. someone.
kaela @
11:12:00 PM